I saw a woman driving today, she was crying like she had just lost someone close.
Tears of rage. Of being left alone to fight against this planet. To fight for her own life, without having any support as far as she could see into the distance.
It made me cry. My eyes swelled up.
I cried because I know that pain so intimately. I repress the sadness more than I want to feel it. If I experience the depths too often I cannot live, I cannot move forward. I can get lost in the feelings for days. Stuck, numb, distant.
I cried because I feel lonely too often.